Am feeling in quite a flat mood this evening. Nothing has happened to cause me to feel deflated particularly, but i just feel a little down. I dont know why really. It may be because i finally have a saturday off in what seems like a long time, when in reality it was only about 3 weeks ago since my last one... but i have NOTHING to do. Normally would be able to organise something with someone, and normally would have Cheryl or Ali about to do something with them. But Cheryl is in Edinburgh for a wedding this weekend and Ali is working 11-6. And i have YF from 7-9ish... so i might suggest a film / dvd evening .... but i need to do something in the day. I need some social interaction or i will go crazy. Thing is, i dont actually think i could ask the guys if they want to something if they are free. Its not that i wouldnt like to do something with them, its just not a typically me thing to do. Cheryl and Ali get away with that easily and with me, i dunno, its just not a natural thing. Plus i dont know that they would necessarily want to spend the day with me as the only girl. Perhaps a little paranoia coming out there. Dunno.
I may just do something like go for a long walk somewhere... take in the scenary - providing its not raining! - get with nature.... or perhaps i shall just waste another day doing not very much and then feel frustrated with myself! *hmmmmmmmm* *sigh*
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Hey! (I'm Jillian, alastair's friend from Sunny Glasgow!)
I think you should have a girly day all to yourself! Have a long bath with a good book, eat lots of chocolate and watch lots of girly films, or lots of episodes of Friends!
Whatever you decide to do, i hope u have fun and enjoy it!! :D
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